// A Struggle.//

Many people tell me that I am too nice sometimes. However, I never thought I did enough.
I REALIZE that was not the case. I give tooo much to people that, now i see, don’t deserve it. I have gotten out of my way to do things for people and all i want is appreciation in return. I’m not expecting the world, but you know at least seem like you’re flattered.

Maybe the Green Monster bit me, but i do know I’m starting to care less and less.

&& to those who get my love and don’t care, that is not a good thing.

“you’re going to miss me when i’m gone”

// i would like a new gym buddy please.//

lost a lot of motivation with my gym grind and life. can i have it back please?

// Quarter Life Crisis//

I feel unaccomplished. STUCK. confused. I actually like change, and nothing’s really changing. I hate how my past can hold me down. I am defintely not the same person I was a year ago, 2, and so forth. What am I so longing to change right now, anything and everything.